Resonation

2011-05-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

内心的迷茫

不知从几时开始。。我发现。。

我好喜欢在夜里的街道上行走。。

冷冷的夜空，闪亮的路灯，

毫无一丝的挂虑，

总觉得很舒服。。

是逃避？还是种解脱？

我也不知道。。

但。。
我知道，

世界那么辽阔，
我总不能一直的留在这小小的街。。

是时候。。往前走了。。。

2011-05-04T00:23:00.001+08:00

Overwhelming Stress,
Under-developed Tolerance.

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Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wish I could go that far.
Escape the world and leave behind,
All my worries and woes in mind.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

2010-08-31T18:58:00.003+08:00

Did you know that positive thinking has more impact through quantity than quality?

The intensity does not matter into it, as even as high as it could go, it would saturate quickly and soon it'll be like it nv existed. So, spread it evenly across the period of time. It just might help. :)

Before the throne of God above

2010-08-18T11:27:00.003+08:00

Before the throne of God above
I have a strong and perfect plea.
A great high Priest whose Name is Love
Who ever lives and pleads for me.

My name is graven on His hands,
My name is written on His heart.
I know that while in heaven He stands
No tongue can bid me thence depart.

When Satan tempts me to despair
And tells me of the guilt within,
Upward I look and see Him there
Who made an end of all my sin.

Because the sinless Savior died
My sinful soul is counted free.
For God the just is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me.

Behold Him there the risen Lamb,
My perfect spotless righteousness,
The great unchangeable I am,
King of glory and of grace,

One in Himself I cannot die.
My soul is purchased by His blood,
My life is hid with Christ on high,
With Christ my Savior and my God!
With Christ my Savior and my God!

With Christ my Savior and my God!

2010-02-09T01:32:00.001+08:00

You know, it pains me to see you like this everytime you know?

请你不要在自责了，好吗？

2010-01-17T16:26:00.001+08:00

9 more horrible months!

2009-12-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

Maxx needs a friend...

2009-12-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

Yes.

I am bothered by how you can pretend to be close to me or be my friend while you stab me in the back or try to undermine me with your uncouth underhand tactics all just to try and potray you're the better person in all of this mess.

My new thing this week: Try to be the better man... not better person... better man. No matter how much less you treat me, I shall be the best I could to you in all truthfulness. (P.S. I gave up on fruits, I failed the very first day... :'( )

See... see... see... without God, how pathetic are we...

2009-12-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

没有神，我们真得很可怜。

2009-12-02T00:00:00.004+08:00

gaga oh lala...

and this is hw it ends... poof..
how sad....

2009-11-23T07:20:00.001+08:00

WahhPAAA!!!

2009-11-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

2 more days to MODERN WARFARE 2!!!!

Seriously...will you just look at the details??!! WOAHHH!!!

2009-10-31T23:57:00.004+08:00

I need the ability to...

Maybe I'm just not that kind of material?
Haii... I'm not sure if i've doubt myself way too much...

and I think we're not normal...
not by a long shot...
we are like the balance sheet that don't balance out...

2009-10-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

yea...

it's all about you..

2009-10-27T01:02:00.006+08:00

YES! I'm frustrated...

recently it's always been like this... slow... slow... s.l.o.w....
getting boring....

I'm tired of listening and saying those two words,
it's meaning has waned...

P.s. john ah john... what do you mean by wife material but not gf material? ....

Somebody shoot me...

2009-10-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

i think the lyrics speaks for me...

Unashamed - Starfield (Cover my Janice&Sonia Lee)

I have not much
To offer You
Not near what You deserve
But still I come
Because Your cross
Has placed in me my worth

Oh, Christ my King
Of sympathy
Whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
To call me friend
Your mercy sets me free

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete

2009-10-15T22:29:00.004+08:00

To see, what used to be blinded.
Now found, that which was lost.
A wretch that was saved,
by the sweet sound,
of his Amazing Grace.

2009-10-07T09:38:00.004+08:00

A million tears
A million codes
1:15
No way to go
You point your finger
To the moon
It looks like rain
Coming soon
I figured all
My worst fears
Believe in
childlike heroes
But I don't want to go
That way
Surrender hope
Again
I don't want to go
that way
Surrender hope
And faith
Again

Your blood, your fire
Your kiss good night
Your words, and touch
They might be mine
I feel this love
could cross the sand
I want to feel
that way

The fire might linger
and fade away
The shadows run
from yesterday
Like everyone
And everything
were memories
And then appears

Your blood, your fire
Your kiss good night
Your words, and touch
They might be mine
I feel this love
could cross the sand
I want to feel that way

Oh, don't make me
feel that way
Oh, I want to feel
That way
Oh, I'm breaking through
These walls of steel
Pushing that wall
for something real
I'm falling far
and faster still
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up
Everyone and everything
Everyone
and everything.

2009-10-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

2009-09-27T23:05:00.004+08:00

to christopher & leslie: I think... we might not be that different after all...

and before the night is over,
to me: water is my best friend.

nice vid.. :)

2009-09-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈。。。

我的天啊，我怎么又在想你了呢？
有时候，我还真希望你能在我身边。。

现在，我都看不到你的脸了呢。。。忘了吗？
应该是不敢去想吧。。。

“男孩子不能哭。”

still lonely...
你还是那么美丽。。。

2009-09-10T19:09:00.003+08:00

问世间情是何物直教生死相许
天南地北双飞客老翅几回寒暑
欢乐趣离别苦
是中更有痴儿女
君应有语
渺万里层云，千山暮雪，只影向谁去？

横汾路寂寞当年萧鼓荒烟依旧平楚
招魂楚些何磋及山鬼自啼风雨
天也妒未信与
莺儿燕子俱黄土
千秋万古为留待骚人
狂歌痛饮来访雁丘处
问世间，情为何物？直教生死相许。

话虽如此，但愿有情人终成眷属。。

2009-09-06T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, there are NO cheaper alternatives...

Anyway....

STOMP'09 IS COMING TO TOWN NEXT MONTH!!!
Anyone wanna join me??

Details are as follows:

DATE: 6-11 Oct 2009
Tue - Fri, 8pm
Sat, 2pm & 8pm
Sun, 2pm & 7pm

DURATION: Approx 1 hr 50 mins
VENUE: Esplanade Theatre

TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)
Standard - S$120, S$100, S$85, S$70, S$120 (VIP Box), S$120 (Box B & G), S$100 (Box B-G), S$40 (Restricted View)
Click here for seating plan

2009-09-03T07:09:00.001+08:00

2009-08-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi

I like the style alot... :]=

2009-08-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

不屑 - 黄鸿升

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

2009-08-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

Many times, It's not about your capability - whether you can do it - , but it's about who likes you.

2009-08-13T23:22:00.007+08:00

"Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass... Why has he gone where I cannot follow?"

The Time Traveler's Wife

A must watch!

2009-08-10T13:05:00.001+08:00

2009-08-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

"What is it? My dear?"
"Ah, how can we bear it?"
"Bear what?"
"This. For so short a time. How can we sleep this time away?"
"We can be quiet together, and pretend - since it's only the beginning - that we have all the time in the world."
"And everyday we have less. And then none."
"Would you rather, therefore, have had nothing at all?"
"No. This is where I have always been coming to. Since my time began. And when I go away from here, this will be the mid-point, to which everything ran, before, and from which everything will run. But now, my love, we are here, we are now, and those other times are running elswhere."

- A. S. Byatt, Possession

2009-08-06T07:06:00.001+08:00

小事，不要找我；
大事，我做不了主

2009-08-05T15:08:00.001+08:00

hedonism.

and i got this in my email...

2009-08-01T12:41:00.001+08:00

I'm done...

2009-07-31T06:55:00.000+08:00

I guess you should've known...

Somethings don't have answers.

It's just another outlet...

2009-07-28T07:27:00.000+08:00

...

2009-07-25T19:48:00.002+08:00

1994,
The playground behind marsiling mrt station..

2001,
Bt Batok St21 Blk 211, 8th floor, inner left unit..

Memories.... hard to recall, hard to forget...

Some form of inexplicable sadness... not that i'd cry... would.. if only i could...

Sadness, explained by wikipedia is an emotion characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, and helplessness, and is similar to the emotions of sorrow, grief, misery, and melancholy.

More of melancholy... so much so it even discourages the emotions of neither sorrow, grief nor misery.

Do not be mistaken.. I feel naught pitifulness for my own life nor my past...

Just another thing in life to get on with.
Get on... not get over...

Quote: "What the heart wants, and what you feel you sometimes have to do, sometimes out of obligation, sometimes out of necessity, can leave a person feeling torn. Usually everyone involved, including the one who is torn, ends up getting hurt."

为什么人总争着做好人？
“我是警察！”

有时。。。还真好笑。。

2009-07-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

Need.....stationery........

2009-07-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

Are people's expectations of others sometimes so high up their own arse they can't see it's dealing an adverse effect??

Is it what they want for them? Or is it what they want for the themselves?

Obedience.... what does it truly mean? To do as you're told without a mind of your own? or at our own discretion?

Do you "CARE" so much for him/her to want her to be and do whatever you want him/her to be/do. Your past mistakes?

CLAIMS of "For your own good.".... But where do you draw the line, the fine line, that differentiate "helping & guiding" to "plain controlling" ??!!

Does self-identity mean anything to you? Does HIS/HER self-identity mean ANYTHING to you?

humans.... tsk tsk...

2009-07-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

It has been a bad bad week....

2009-07-17T07:09:00.001+08:00

I guess.... I'm used to it...

2009-07-09T06:45:00.000+08:00

So, how about the law faculty?

2009-07-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

maybe... it's not tat bad..

2009-07-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

是寂寞吗？
是孤独吗？
为什么我们。。。

“整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走”

Everybody has their very own dirty little secret, so do YOU.

正么我好像越来越emo了？

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼　眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴?
天灰了　快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

2009-07-01T23:47:00.004+08:00

It's not that I'm "dao",
it's just that, i realised

I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYBODY.
(P.S. That said, I still think i'm very approachable one...)

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼　眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴?
天灰了　快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

2009-06-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Why are you so hostile?

2009-06-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

This song reminds me of london, england...

2009-06-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

知心之友何处来？

2009-06-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why you are so sporadic...

2009-06-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

life sucks...but thats jus th way it is...

life sucks... but I don't have to...

2009-06-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

Imagine i sang this on sat...LOL! Cool..

2009-06-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

我不烦！！

2009-06-02T23:45:00.004+08:00

Super Cool Vid:

Life In Technicolor II - Coldplay

This was the song played at the end of "Night at the muesum 2".

P.S. I really liked the character, Amelia Earhart's personality... and butt.. XD

2009-05-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

Step aside Super Junior.... WONDERGIRLS are in town!!

Wondergirls - Nobody

.............and wondergays...

2009-05-30T14:38:00.001+08:00

驚かせること

2009-05-30T09:39:00.001+08:00

"Imagine" ....Lol

2009-05-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

Some of you might remember/recognise this particular list of shows and their theme songs from the 90s. It's been the few of my favourite shows since my childhood. T.V shows back then were actually nice... Hahaha..

不老的传说

双天至尊 1 (沉默的羔羊）

双天至尊 2 （當愛擦身而過）

七月俏佳人（关怀方式）

解连环（一千零一夜）

The following deserves special mention although it's original run is from 1987-1988. It's... Kopi-O!!

There's still some more but, we'll leave that for next time :)

2009-05-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

P.D.A... What's your take?

Frankly, I couldn' care less.

I wanna kiss you underneath the stars.

2009-05-19T13:52:00.004+08:00

2009-05-16T18:42:00.004+08:00

"He's her lobster." Ref: S02E14

Whose my lobster?? (Don't start the joke abt lx... -.-")

This Years Love - David Gray
This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own, too long
When you hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
Start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feelin' like I can't go on.
Turnin' circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
Cuz' it takes something more this time
Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet?
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cuz' whose to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you notice life goes on
Won't you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last, whoa
This years love had better last.

"Nothing could ever fill that void." - Will

Don't know why, feeling... hungry(metaphorically...) recently. What is it that I want??!!
So lost...
and yes, I'm a damn boring person... idk y.

2009-05-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it's not good being too conscious...

2009-05-12T06:31:00.001+08:00

Had a really bad dream...

2009-05-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

听仔细一点，
话少说一点,
这样，
对我，
对大家，
都好一点。

I don't speak very well nor are my jokes funny.
I'm hoping... at the very least I'll be like chandler...
Have really, really, really good friends...

2009-04-14T22:49:00.001+08:00

Life sucks, but, I'm loving every little bit of it.

2009-04-06T21:45:00.003+08:00

You know the feeling where from the moment you wake, you feel like crap and just don't want to go to work but went anyway?
The feeling when your boss gives you shit you don't deserve, while your colleague is trying to take advantage of the situation but you still take it all in anyway?
The feeling where at the last possible moment you can't go home due to so-called "unforeseen circumstances" at work, and had to stay late cause no one else wants to?
And then, the gut feeling you just know, that tomorrow, everything's gonna repeat all over again.

Life's a bitch.

But, just a thought, after each and every one of those events that seems to suck the life out of you, dosen't life become beautiful again? :)

Self-deceiving? No, I'm just being optimistic.

2009-03-21T22:31:00.001+08:00

An apartment, a car, a room my grandma could live in.
Money to buy most stuff I want to live a comfortable life.
The person I love by my side every morning i wake.

2009-03-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

What the fuck is wrong with you people?

Why don't you understand??!

Talking like as if im the evil bastard from the depths of the world....great..

I think im losing it. I want my blue pill.

2009-03-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

Eh, can your blog post stop being so bloody damn emo... ?

You're a guy you know, sound like some teenage girl...

2009-03-01T23:29:00.001+08:00

love me. don't wait.

2009-03-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

What I envisioned we could wear on the wedding day....

but then again, we're not george clooney...

2009-02-23T00:19:00.003+08:00

"What dosent kill you makes you stronger."

Other times, it just leaves you poisoned, crippled and maimed lying at the roadside trying to scrape off a living at other's pity.

I shall not be that guy.

2009-02-22T01:08:00.002+08:00

When did the church became a lodging for politics and power-play??

Hmmm....

Btw, is the church a church or is it just another usual gathering of friends on weekends?
If it's the latter, can I don't go?
Not that it's not fun..
It's just that I don't have much friends there.

A few friends...
A lot strangers..
A few backstabbers...

Just not a v.nice enviroment where my name is worth as much as a single peanut on a long long stretch of road...

Sad story of my life... yada yada yada...
Who cares and who gives......

Sniffing on my own brand of heroin....

2009-02-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

You selfish little man,
I pity you,
I really do...

And to think that my name is undermined by you...

天理何在啊？！

But then again, Life's not fair. (Too Bad.)

2009-02-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

Surgery tomorrow.

Lets all hope it's not connected to the spine...

2009-02-14T12:00:00.001+08:00

L.O.V.E

my goodness... why am I home??

and ya... i do believe ending all comms after a specific timing is crap. But then again, I respect your decision...

2009-02-11T23:06:00.004+08:00

I promised, and I shall deliver:

Maxx: "Say "Milk" 10 times."
Jessica: "Dowan, dowan, dowan, dowan...."
Alan: "Milk x10" (he really said that...)]
Alan: "Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk Milk"
Maxx: "牛做什么?" (bad chinese on my part..lol..)
Alan: "HUH??" (Alan was lost for the rest of the conversation....O.o....)
Jessica & J.J.TAN: "It's not 做 loh!!"
Maxx: "Then what?"
Jessica: " 牛制造牛奶。"

..........(Fast forward...)

J.J.TAN: "不是咯！！是，牛挤牛奶！！"

............................

Thank you for making my day fun.

2009-02-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

There is no limits.

The skies' as high as you can reach.

2009-02-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

Guard Duty: 24hrs

Contact: www.imnotfree.com.sg

2009-01-31T14:06:00.003+08:00

Where is home?

2009-01-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

FAMILY

"一年之计在于春,一日之计在于晨, 一家之计在于和,一生之计在于勤。"

2009-01-24T18:08:00.001+08:00

Please don't take me for granted.

细水长流

2009-01-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

“往事只能回味”
但，往往总是回味无穷。

细水长流
歌词：梁文福作曲：梁文福

无意之中你将心愿透露
就在你生日的时候我将小小口琴送
最难忘记你的笑容
友情的细水慢慢流流进了你我的心中
曾在球场边为你欢呼你跌伤我背负
夜里流星飞渡想象着他日的路途
晚风听着我们壮志无数

年少时候谁没有愁
满腔愤慨唯有你能听得懂
每当我失意的时候你将那首歌吹奏
琴声悠悠解我情愁
岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

多年以后又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧是否依旧
岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘
多年以后又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧是否依旧
人生的际遇千百种但有知心长相重
人愿长久
水愿长流
年少时候

2009-01-12T01:45:00.002+08:00

If only I could hang a "Watch This Space" tag around my neck.

Because, the things i'm going to do this year WILL amaze you.

This is my declaration.

Not because of me, but because "In God, anything is possible!"

2009-01-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

The Crew

3 very cute guys...

1 Boss, 1 Blur, 1 Badboy

2009-01-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat."

- Theodore Roosevelt "Citizenship in a Republic,"
Speech at the Sorbonne, Paris, April 23, 1910

"Criticism is necessary and useful; it is often indispensable; but it can never take the place of action, or be even a poor substitute for it. The function of the mere critic is of very subordinate usefulness. It is the doer of deeds who actually counts in the battle for life, and not the man who looks on and says how the fight ought to be fought, without himself sharing the stress and the danger."

- Theodore Roosevelt (1894)

2008-12-31T12:53:00.001+08:00

"If we hope to live not just from moment to moment, but in true consciousness of our existence, then our greatest need and most difficult achievement is to find meaning in our lives."

- Bruno Bettelheim

2008-12-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

"Education is not the amount of information that is put into your brain and runs riot there, undigested, all your life. We must have life-building, man-making, character-making assimilation of ideas."

2008-12-24T15:12:00.003+08:00

Christmas.

Joyous Celebrations.
Crowded Streets.
Shopping Sprees.
Wrapped Gifts.
Glorious Food.
Bright Lights.
Wild Parties.
Party People.

people....

It's the people that really matters.

2008-12-15T09:46:00.001+08:00

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.

2008-12-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

The distant feeling.

2008-12-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

I miss tekong.

It's weird. But, it's true.

Mind over Body. How true.

2008-11-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

Will you still love me in the morning?

2008-11-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Field Camp.
Live Range.

I like the smell of gunpowder, though I hate cleaning the carbon.

I like learning IFC, though living there is like... wooo...

2008-11-08T14:58:00.002+08:00

I don't belong here.

2008-11-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

I ask my girl
To take a walk
To take a walk
Down orchard road
Bypass Mandarin
To Centerpoint
Where we had lunch
At Macdonald's
We had fillet
And an Apple Pie
We share a cup
Of lemon lime
I held her hands
Look into her eyes
I ask her to
To be my valentine

There was one night
there was no light
there was no light
so we use torchlight
torchlight no light
so we use moonlight
moonlight not bright
so we use purple light.

Purple light
in the valley
that is where
I wanna be
Infantry
My Companion
With my rifle and my buddy and me

SOC
Sibei jialat
IPPT
Lagi worse
Everyday doing PT
With my rifle, my buddy and me.

Booking out
Saw my girlfriend
With another man
Killed the man
Killed my girlfriend
With my rifle, my buddy and me.

Lol.

2008-10-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Back, booking in 2moro at 1900, so, TK don't complain, u at least 2030...sai...

Boring days inside. Fun la, funny things, but boring.

Got my rifle 2day, W 007 (James Bond eh...hehehe).

Pardon if it all sounds weird, im tired, and yea, really no hair cannot think.

"Few months later, you will all realise that recruits are the most blur thing in the whole world." OC sir.

2008-10-20T11:27:00.001+08:00

I was bored.

2008-10-07T16:55:00.003+08:00

I had a real bad dream......

Ahhhhh!!

2008-10-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

And I don't know where to look...
My words just break and melt...

Please just save me from this darkness...

2008-09-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

Last post at Tetra Pak.

It's been good.

2008-09-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

For photos of todays outing, see my Facebook acc.