color*breeze
the reachable sky is still too far away
but i will get there somehow

Sunday, August 31, 2008

I do, Therefore I am. But, maybe I'm not. Darn it. I'm lost now. I want, but I couldn't. Other's, I want, but I shouldn't. Maybe I do. I gave, but I wasn't satisfied. Not that I wasn't, but I was. I don't do, I got. I did, I don't get. Faces. Two Faces. Three Faces. Four Faces.

I'll never get. That's my life. Treasure yours.

It's a shame to die and have no one by the death bed, or worst, be remembered like 渣.(me.)
HAHAHAHA!! Irony at times. I hate it. Worth? None.



but, I think no one will care all the way, no one will. Too bad I have no one. I love my grandma.

I hate myself. May I come back, Jesus?

Posted at 8:26 PM
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Weird, I'm home early. No OT, weird, super weird....

Posted at 9:54 PM
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Saturday, August 23, 2008

I don't like you God.

You somehow always know my deepest darkest secrets.
You tend to put me in situations where I don't feel comfortable.
You always make me feel such deep guilt when I do something I shouldn't have.
You somehow will, out of nowhere, drop a big responsibility on me which I don't want.
You make me feel like crap whenever I come in front of you, where I feel so insignificant, tiny and small...

But,
It's always you who solves my deepest darkest problems.
It's always you who let me know that you're by my side the whole time.
It's always you who let me know that I have done wrong and gave me a chance to turn.
It's always you who gives me the best. Even when I think I'm insufficient and unsuitable for big things.
It's always you who open your arms wide whenever I come to you in seek of refuge and need, and carry me throughout the storm.

I want to love you, lord. Teach me.
I want to walk beside you through my life. Don't leave me.
I want to be able dance and sing for you. Let me.
I want to stand in awe when I'm surrounded by your glory. Fill the blanks in me.
I just want to, forever and ever and ever worship you, my lord. I want to.


I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
As I cry now, lord. I pray you can forgive all I've done. Let me lord, let me come back to you.
I can only imagine what my life is without you.

I love you, my God, my Father, my Lord.
(I am just a little boy looking for his father, again.)

Posted at 9:51 PM
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Monday, August 18, 2008

Why ar, when I bring up suggestion everyone's so enthusiastic, but yet, when I merely asks for some information, almost everyone gives me the hweeling like v.lei ceh, and don't care lidat lei?? Nv ask you to plan also what?



OR,


is this a bad plan from the start and something that won't come to fruition?

Posted at 8:21 PM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

#1 The first person who tag/pass you is?
Zl..... -.-" (He ask me do 1...)

#2 Your relationship with him/her?
Same species.

#3 Your five impression of her?
I think she is a he.... -.-", impression? Still stuck at "buzz cut" zl, lol.

#4 The most memorable thing he/she had done for you ?
Opps....

#5 The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Opps.... again....

#6 If he/she become your lover, you will ?
Die.

#7 If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be ?
Dosen't matter, I'll be dead by then...

#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Walk around him 7 times blowing horns.

#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ?
Immaturity

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Finish this quiz...... quickly...

I'm getting pretty tired of this quizz right about here already....

#11 Your overall impression of him/her is
Not bad la...

#12 How you think people around you will feel about you ?
"Sooooooo Handsome....!!!"

#13 The characters you love of yourself are ?
M, a, x and x.

#14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are,
Maybe laziness.

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is ?
The person who died 2.008k years ago.

#16 For people that care and like you, say something to them ?
:D

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 person that youwished to know how they feel about you. Pass to people with blogs only.

1)nivlA,
2)Subduing-dragon LX palm,
3)来-come,
4)char-coal pills,
5)lunnyskye,
6)melissu tun,
7)orh-yi-orh-yi-orh,
8)keng-ah-teck,
9)CCL (she won't do 1 la..lol),
10)feeeellliiiiiciiiiaaaaa foooo.

#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?
What sort of relationship? God-Girl-Relationship ar?

#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
I need to consider, but to be on the safe side, i think female...

#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Good, White balances black and vice-versa.

#21 What is no.2 studying about?
Not sure lei...

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Few hrs back ba...

#23 What kind of music band does no.8 like?
J-pop?? Lol..

#24 Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yup.

#25 Will you woo no.3?
She's getting married to nivla lor... -.-" (P.s. Zl ar...Neither am I.)

#26 How about no.7?
Siao AR!

#27 Is no.4 single?
Nope, married to books.

#28 What is the surname of no.5?
Chinny Chin Chin.

#29 What 's the hobby of no.10?
Not sure lei... laughing like "hehehehehe" count anot??

#30 Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Like glue.

#31 Where is no.2 studying at?
SAF.

#32 Talk something casually about no.1.
nivla hok kais gnem.

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
o.O... What kind of lame question is this sia....

#34 Where does no.9 live at?
Cannot say her address la, later all go there sell ice-cream...

#35 What colour does no.4 like?
Har? err...Pantone 021U ba...

#36 Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Not bad ba...lol.

#37 Does no.1 have any pets?
Err.... facebook count?

#38 Is no.7 the sexiest number in the world?
Yup.

#39 What is no. 6 doing now?
How i know sia....

Yup, Lame quiz upon request of zl....

Posted at 10:06 PM
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Friday, August 15, 2008

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Posted at 11:45 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Before you even start to spam my tagboard, let me explain myself.

The recent tags are not based on immaturish, desperate attempts to gather attention. But, they're rather attempts on trying to revolutionise the spamming community, which nowdays are getting low on standards with tags like "spam", "I spammed.", "tagtagtagtag".... So, I represent the victims of such spam unbefitting of our stature.

So I sincerly urge the bulk of you to join me in this revolution(and/or retrubution)!!
Yes Yes, Revolution!




P.S. I'm amazed how much time i can waste at work by typin this crap. Oh and btw, I restricted my tagboard to only 5 comments. :D Happy spamming.

Posted at 9:59 PM
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