lovelorn? .......evidently not....

a fren of mine was toking abt getting a girlfriend.
i had tat period of time...
till recently common sense dawned on me
and told me i've got sth more impt. to do...


so, when he said that....
it made me wonder....
are we in anyway lack of love?
(P.S. sex ≠ love)

according to my observation....
at least to my own life....
I firmly believe that I'm loved.

Loved by many in fact.
and most importantly,


Loved by he who died on the cross for me.


^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
"Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature."
- Howard Thurman

"God Is Love!"

keywords:

recruit, agent, xpress, sheryl, 11, tower A, ngee ann city + Geisha
Thkx to Nat and his Sis, Rachel! Hope they'll live up to their name.

voice, strepsils menthol, sneeze, char, 2 hrs
Thkx to ur strepsils, it's getting better...

Kopi-Pang, singtel, somerset, breakfast, kaya/sambal toast, chat
Long nv chat wif ya lidat liao wor...

different, YMCA, many, 190, jap kids cute, mel-lunch-LJS-far east
Sry late ar...got mixed up...lol!

heeless socks, abrasion, tired, grumpy, james 1:19
Sry for getting grumpy all of a sudden....

geisha, IBM, parkview, 16, XP office-185, VGA Cable-12
Mircosoft XP office - $185
VGA Cable - $12
IBM Thinkpad repair - Free (Warranty)
Efforts Made by Pastor for a Great Sunday Worship - PRICELESS!

mel, char, geisha, me, town, prom, earrings, bags, Ya Kun
Hope u two can get what u want in time for ya prom!

All in all,
Rest Well Folks!

Firstly, My thkx to a few ppl:
(P.S. no particular order.)

1) Joel - Thkx lots for ur CD! Had been looking real forward to it. Owe u 1!
-------- Hope to cya arnd more often!
2) Mel - Ur EZ-L. It sure helps! The way u try to make things right when it isn't.
3) CL - "娘！"
4) Geisha - For trying even to change a little, ur generosity and the dumb stuff u do to make us laugh(e.g. spastic jellyfish.)!
5) Miss Orh - Hip-Hip-Hooray!! Ya did great today!
-------------- Compared to my first time....u very pro liao...! Jia you wor!!
6) Furong, Suzanna and Song Chun - 佩服你们！Non-stop 4hrs ! I see you guys I oso don dare complain tired....I'm Inspired and Impressed!

7) All those whom i've not named. - Too many ppl liao la... But, I'm sure thers sth I can giv thkx abt! You guys Rock my life!!

8)"I am that I am" - You Rule my world!!


Well, 失声了.... pain...
could have been better....
But then again,
It could have been worst....
if not for Him watching over.


Due to recent events...
i'm not sure, revival?
maybe...
or am I jus becoming another ...
"Furnished Grave" - "粉刷的坟墓"
????

I really hope I am not...
least I try not to be....
otherwise i'd just be living another lie all over again....
and i'll probably miss out on alot more!



Late-Breaking News

Currently Single and Avaliable......
Yet, Actively Searching.... For that almost........
wait...

Eh, I'm talking about a job....what were you thinking sia?!
Haii.....
Need job desperately....
Anyone got lobang??
Pls, tell me A.S.A.P. k?


And now I shall have my
"Drinks loads of Water" exercise!
GodSpeed!

Scroll over the different squares to identify them.

lol!
plucked tis test off 0+'s blog....

wonder how true it is?

我亲爱的弟兄们，你们要知道，人人都应该快快地听，慢慢地说，慢一点动怒；
因为人的忿怒并不能成全　神的义。
雅各書 1: 19-20


This verse practically hit me in the head...

As it says;
be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath


Why can't we seem to LISTEN when others are speaking?

Aren't we always so quick to make excuses to defend ourselves?

And we could flare up w/o even taking a step back and look at the "Big Picture".


But what does it all do in the end?
"You might have killed the cockroach,
but you burned the kitchen in the process."


Think abt it....
In the meantime,
pray that i'd be,

be swift to hear, slow to speak and slow to wrath....

I really enjoyed the chat we had on Mon. When's PART.2 ?


Btw, guys, i've uploaded the songs which u guys wanted to learn.
They are in MP3 format. Just right-click and save as target.


1) 最深愛的主 (P.S. here's the rap lyrics. Courtesy of W2.)
---This is the 爱你爱你 song. Char, go learn hor!

2) 主阿我要跟隨你
---The song Sam taught us in TQ. ZL says he wanna 献 orh!

3) 緊緊抓住你
---Geisha's 成名曲。


Tats it. Jia you k!



耶稣却叫他们过来，说：“让小孩子到我这里来，不要禁止他们，因为　神的国正属于这样的人。
我实在告诉你们，凡不像小孩子一样接受　神的国的，决不能进去。”
路加18: 16-17

Emotional.....maybe...

Nah, no rollercoaster rides....
Just when my thoughts were revolving arnd the word "Stoic".



Qn: When's the last time you dropped a tear?

You Are Loved(Don't Give Up) - - Josh Groban

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

I'd like to clarify the misunderstandings caused by the post on 09'Nov.

I was refering to my LOVE FOR MUSIC!
Nothing else....

and regarding the other "love".....
I've yet to appraise it....thus, we believe it's just "fondness"...

And for those uninitiated few......
STAY UNINITIATED! (P.S. at least on this subject.)


btw, my fiends....
...
...
alan has a blog.....

YES...
u heard me...
ALAN HAS A BLOG!
(P.S. check out my links...)


Anyway, hope u're having a great weekend!
With Regards,
............maxX

Bloody Control Freak!

Enough man....enough...

let me make my own bloody choices,
and let me win my own bloody war!
Seems like ur helping me, but it only makes it worst!

Have You ever felt sad for your own incompetence?

Not as in Self-pity,
but rather...
shaking your head when you see yourself in the mirror...

Anyway, I guess "Seraphim (Refer to 05'Oct post)" had left on a holiday...
or...
did I threw her out?....can't remember...
.......probably the latter...


Regrets, remorse....gotta recycle those thoughts...


Some people tells me that i've gotta start worrying...
My brain tells me I gotta stop worrying and start doing something...

I wonder if anyone of u'd be so kind to tell me,
the definition of "My Life"....
is it really just all about me??

Anyway, I'm happy.
For this few days achievements,
though, i made a few grave mistakes...
which can't be undone.....

Just have to take the consequences like a man.
(P.S. I do not need some1 to walk up to me and say "see what happens?"
I mean I can see w/o you telling me. It'd be alot better if you just offer ur help.
And yes, I understand u're jus tryin to help.)


lalalala....U guys...and gals have a great weekend u hear?!
Catchya nex time!

You know what?


I think i'm in love.....

i tink i can get arnd silver for my 2.4km liao...
leg pain leg pain....
haha....

Now, take a look at our Geisha when alvin threw sth in his shirt.


anyway, here's the vid i promised, alv...
i noe its kinda late..
but..better late than nv!

haii....kinda sad right now...

just finished EL p1,2...

Ppr 2 was easy....at least from my perspective...
Ppr 1 ....sec.2 was ok....
------ ....sec.1 was.....pretty much sth tat came from hell... wrote abt (Dreams)

14:00 = Sci(Phy)
-------- Someone shoot me!

sianzZ...
feel so out of place....

Woot!

Finally finished the slides....

...well, i'm real hungry right now....

im suppose to wake at 6.30a.m....
tats if i'd slept...

10 more mins...then go bathe...
and stuff...then gtg meet them liao...


I NEED CAFFEINE!!
(P.S. yanliang...thkx for fixing tat crappy prob on my blog (: )

Have you ever felt a heavy sense of restlessness?

From the moment you wake,
You could feel...
A huge amt of air build up till your chest,
that you could only take deep breaths....
causing you to sigh all day long.

The sun did not shine like it should that day.

Truth is, I don't feel good either.
Guess, I'm not only being cruel to you,
but also the people arnd and myself.


How selfish could I get sia......


Someone get me a hammer!!
"The Ego Has Landed" >>>
And it has to be trashed!!

So, I just wanna say:
I'm Sorry. Do try and forgive me.
(:

Waiting For The "Magic" To Arrive......

My mind is totally blank right now....
thus, i'm unable to contribute to the slides....
....
....which i'll have to finish by 7a.m 05'11'06....

The "Magic" might very well not come tonight.....
In which case, I'll have to switch to "plan B"......
Which I haven thought of yet....

L.S monster calling....
Chaus!

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